existence
July 29, 2009In unguarded moments, mind suddenly asks this question: why am I here? What is my purpose? It’s been persistent since I was in college and when I graduated but as I got older (but not necessarily the wiser). I usually set it aside but now it surfaced once again.
So why am I here? I know now God has a plan for me and I have yet to find out what that is. I still get confused in my life and the direction I will take. But compared to three years ago, I’m a different person now. I still have flaws, yeah that can take a while to tone them down or remove it completely but I felt different and I knew I changed even if sometimes I had no idea I did change.
My purpose in life is to live a meaningful life and enjoy it.
long time no write
June 24, 2009It’s been so long since I stopped here and I thought this account is dead. Well now I’m reviving it.
My life has changed since 2006 and looking at my past entries, I see that this shows my more depressing side while Blogger.com shows my angry side. I registered a new account with LiveJournal, which is a mix of my moods and I use it as an outlet for my creativity.
But once again, I’m back.
why do I still…
April 22, 2007Why do I still…
think about you even if I know you don't think about me?
want to see you even if I know you don't see me?
want to talk to you even if I know you may not be able to talk to me?
care about you even if I know you don't care about me?
love you even if I know you have never love me at all?
asking you…
January 25, 2007Here I am.
This is what I am really like.
These are the things that inspire me.
And these are the things that inspire fear in me.
Here are my dreams, hopes, and ambitions.
Here are my doubts, worries, and concerns.
Here are my beliefs and values.
Here are my weaknesses and faults.
Can you accept me for whom I am and help to bring out the best in me?
-Excerpt from an entry in a forum
unrequited love?
January 24, 2007If you find yourself in love with a person who does not love you, be gentle with yourself.THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU!Love just didn’t choose to rest in the other person’s heart.=)
