questions

How do you know that you love someone so much it hurts? 

How do you know that someone will love you back? 

How do you know that person will not cause you any pain? 

How do you know that it is forever? 

How do you live with the fact that even if you are the best of friends with him, both of you can never go beyond that because there is nothing between the two of you?

How do you cope with knowing that he will never love you back because he has someone else?

How do you go on with life knowing that every time you expose your heart to someone, there is always a risk of being torn into shreds?

You don’t. 

There’s no guarantee at all.  

All we have to do is blindly walk to that path hoping that this will be the last time we get hurt.

But we still get hurt.

Sometimes, I want to stop the pain even if it means shutting out my humanity.

Would it be worth it then? 

Would it be worth it that while you never had to bleed for the pain caused by love, you feel that life is worthless?

Where do I got from here then?  Keep my heart under ice or  take the risk of being broken all over again?